My Hubby

Dear future husband,

   I’m sorry i love you so much and I don’t even know you yet…

                  ~Your Future Wife

You Are

You are an unspoken word of poetry

the way you try to come in and be inside of me.

the way you hold my hand and slowly whisper in my ear “baby”

and you pull me close and try to feel me.

Your an unspoken word of poetry

the way your words go in my brain and scatter in me.

i am sick and tiered of you pushing me away

but you keep running back to me.

i cant explain, cant make it easier for me to say, or for you to even understand,

that i don’t want your company.

but the way you say my name.

it’s, it’s like I am falling for you once again.

it’s like for a minute there, all my feeling’s start to slowly fade.

the hatred i had. slowly gone. the pain i felt. slowly gone.

and i am wanting you back.

so you take me back, until you understand that i am not the type of girl who sells

her body, you leave me like a fool. i have become.

closing my eyes, wondering why i try to picture happiness with you

its a dream that could never be, could never see me, me and you be forever.

So, i sit

there, and cry, giving myself reasons why,

why not to love a man in your perspective.

a man that is a lie. a man who makes girls cry. a man who wears his pants so low

you see it pulling his own dignity, stupidity.

you are an unspoken word of poetry

the way you hide the devil in your amazing looks.

the way i miss took a man that is a beast

who should be locked up and never free.!

"There is a reason why God put your eyes in the front. Your ment to look in front of NOT behind !"